Friends

I appreciate those friends where you don't always have to be the first to say hello. Those who seem to want to keep in touch and do. :-)

That is all.

Song: Jason Derulo - In my head

They might say hi, and I might say hey

Beautiful girls, all over the world,

I could be chasing, but my time would be wasted,

They got nothin' on you baby, Nothin' on you baby

This is not my outing. I am not gay(haha the irony of this comment given recent events). But it is an amazing song that makes me smile and want to dance every time I hear it. It makes me change my mood!

I have realised I seem to blog when I am down, and even though I am down today I am going to change my mood through this blog by only blogging about positive things in my life now.

Top 10 things that make me happy.

1. Family and Friends <3

2. Travelling

3. Music

4. Driving

5. Concerts

6. Being at work (having friends to talk to, or combining music and friends)

7. Films/series

8.Icecream and chocolate

9. Walking with a friend/Having Company

10. (Possibly up there with number 1) Receiving a text message that makes you smile :)

When I can't travel or come back from travelling, at first I am really happy and then after a while I get down because I am back to the same old same old.

Top ten reasons why I get unhappy

1) Friends and Family

2) When someone cancels on me/let's me down/goes back on a promise

3) Being on my own
4) Uni work

5) Not being in a relationship/ being loved

6) Something upsetting friends and family

7) Bad days

8) Stress

9) The Past

10) Not knowing what the future holds

What I enjoy most in life

making lists :) haha. Learning, living and experiancing new things. Being told how much I am loved, being in love. Hugs <3>

again blogging has cheered me up :) I have realised the reasons I have been down and will try and change these. :D One day I will blog about my visit to africa. :D

For now, goodbye haha.

Songs of the day: Bob - Nothin' On You

K'NANN- Wavin' Flag

Mood of day Up down down down Up :D xxxxxx

To mention but a few things

Well, it seems like I haven't really had time to blog. But given my current mood, I think I will make an exception. First things first, I went to Africa. Well, the Gambia to be precise. (Of which I will make a dedicated blog too as there are so many things in which I need to tell you). By you, I am not exactly sure who I am talking to seen as I only write here to off load things that are on my mind.

Right now I am a little down, I dunno why really. I guess its that my body just needs a downer after the long sprint of happiness since my vacation. Gambia is good for me, it made me change, made me happy as a person, turn back into my old self. Made me feel well wonderful again. I found myself again, and now I hold the fear that I may loose this again.

University means change, and I don't always appreciate change. I miss the person I was. I feel more cold hearted at Uni. Sometimes I still feel like I don't fit in. I mean I know I do. But have you ever felt like an outsider?

Next thing is that I hate being alone. I guess that's the thing I loved about Africa. I never for one second of the day was alone. I went with my best friend. And we made so many good friends out there.

I wish I could go travelling with a group of my friends. Both University friends and school friends, separately of course. But in a group. I wish people didn't always have excuses :(

Next thing I guess is exams, there are always exams at Uni, but in particular exams at this time of the year are the worst. They are the final exams that somehow are crammed into a pathetic couple of weeks and work like most of your course. Damn it.

Also there is a guy I like. Enough said.

One question to leave you with though. How come I set standards so high. And how come I can never get the guys I want. Or really hot guys. haa.

Song of the day:The Midnight Beast – Tik Tok (Parody)

Quote of the day:

Claire Blackburn thinks Mr Clarke is playing dirty, prison style

7 hours ago · Comment ·

Matthew Clarke

i will shank u claire oh yes

Mood of the day: :) but now ;(

Food of the day: Matt's bbq chicken with lovely posh vegetables.

xxx