Right now I am a little down, I dunno why really. I guess its that my body just needs a downer after the long sprint of happiness since my vacation. Gambia is good for me, it made me change, made me happy as a person, turn back into my old self. Made me feel well wonderful again. I found myself again, and now I hold the fear that I may loose this again.
University means change, and I don't always appreciate change. I miss the person I was. I feel more cold hearted at Uni. Sometimes I still feel like I don't fit in. I mean I know I do. But have you ever felt like an outsider?
Next thing is that I hate being alone. I guess that's the thing I loved about Africa. I never for one second of the day was alone. I went with my best friend. And we made so many good friends out there.
I wish I could go travelling with a group of my friends. Both University friends and school friends, separately of course. But in a group. I wish people didn't always have excuses :(
Next thing I guess is exams, there are always exams at Uni, but in particular exams at this time of the year are the worst. They are the final exams that somehow are crammed into a pathetic couple of weeks and work like most of your course. Damn it.
Also there is a guy I like. Enough said.
One question to leave you with though. How come I set standards so high. And how come I can never get the guys I want. Or really hot guys. haa.
Song of the day:The Midnight Beast – Tik Tok (Parody)
Quote of the day:
Claire Blackburn thinks Mr Clarke is playing dirty, prison style
Mood of the day: :) but now ;(
Food of the day: Matt's bbq chicken with lovely posh vegetables.
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