Sunday, 9 August 2009

And at last I have exploded... :(

I am sick of it.
I know no one who wants to help and am sick of asking people to be told either "We will cross that bridge when we come to it." or "i dunno"

I've had enough. And people in particular make it worse. I dunno where to go or who to turn to . i have never failed before. I did put in the effort. I had extra stress. I had family issues. I have found it so much harder to cope, my dyslexia is making it hard to cope with and understand certain subjects and i am really struggling when it comes to exams.

I have to much stress. Too many worries. And I really do want answers to my questions. But don't know who to ask.

I am in tears again. Which has happened many times this summer. Money worries are making things worse.

I have tried the student room.com and general searches to the internet. I am really unhappy with my degree and wonder if thats why I failed. But i am crap at exams too.

I want to know what my choices are

if i fail resits? What happens then?
I'd rather not continue with my degree as it does not have the following and I wish to know how to get the following

-> Year in Industry
-> a year study abroad
-> a gap year traveling without any money

Also I want to know that if I fail my first year am I allowed to tranfer to a different uni and start a different course? As that was the problem the first time.

What happens to my accomodation if i do so?

What if I tranfer to a different course within Lancaster or Cumbria university?

Should I take product design/graphic or geography

Do i have to fund any of the above myself...because I CAN'T I have no money!

I really do not know what to do. But all i know is I do not want to do my degree. Fair enough if I had a year in placement or abroad thrown in there then i would be happier!

Help anyone.

Please If you know anyone I can contact at Lancaster University to help with these queries someone who will listern and is not biased towards business or biased towards Lancaster Uni.

and someone who wouldnt mind if I did break down crying. As this will indefinately happen. Someone who understands I have dyslexia, and need to be told clearly! I cannot resit my current exams if I do not have an action plan in place for failing.Or even if I manage to pass.
I do not want to do my degree no more.

Quote of the day: By me " Do not believe everything you are told, your degree is not designed around you and you will have to take subjects you hate no matter what!"

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